There is no normal. It is a myth. Nobody feels "normal", because it doesn't exist. Relax, stop worrying, and just be yourself because no one is normal, it is a false standard.

My daughter Sammi Haney plays Esperanza in Netflix's Raising Dion (Produced by Michael B. Jordon). She has Osteogenesis Imperfecta (O.I.) Type III or “Brittle Bone Disease”, and so she uses a wheelchair. Her "normal" is just as normal as anyone else's "normal". No one is the same.